LaoAs I said, I will keep write 😊.
I was worried if I write this, but you know what? I felt so strained and kept on say nth.
And it was almost 3-4 years. I stayed in deep with it then I had a relationship with her (only 2 years).
Don’t worry, I couldn’t say the thing much here. Because even me, I almost forgot the story of us. But! It does not mean it not worthless. I remembered only the thing that I can smile on it. 😊
And She does not do anything wrong here. It just is my problem. Since she left me, I was alone. I disappeared from society, stop interacting with other people, keep quiet, not much talk, shut down everything online. (but please. If you are in this situation, keep in touch with your fam.)
It was a very hard situation for me to tried passing it through. But what I could do? She’s gone! She’s gone!
Alright, stop to press on the pain that I have gotten.
From that time till now,
What I know from this.
1. Long distance is tough and very tough! X10 honestly. I missed her every day (alright, my parents too). We were students, both of us didn’t know how to get work on the relationship on this.
2. We were the first partner with each other which belonging almost 2 years. We were new to this.
3. The relationship long distance could be making another person lonely, and go to the last, S/he leaves you. (ah, I don’t know she had a guy or not, but just don’t think about that).
4. Love forever is not real, (who can prove? Slap me! Via DM).
What I learn from this.
1. If I realize that the sooner, I am sure that I might not be at home (go aboard), I should not make any relationship, BC I am sort of the man very crazy about love.
2. Don’t pressure anybody. If they feel that, try hard to explain. They are getting or not. It’s better than they didn’t listen to you. At least explain.
3. Don’t let the feelings sway the judgment.
4. (…) Sorry, these are what I can express this time. There is a lot of things.
